Read, but don't judge.
Ended up being awake all night last night, having major sleeping probs right now. No clue why, I just hope its not the mad head coming back, ewwwwww. Same types of symptoms, going raging mad or crying and my head not being able to switch off, but I'm hoping its hormonal. I've had the usual pms symptoms I usually get for the week 10-days before my period for 10 days now and I'm not due until next monday!
Lol, ppor old Bobby really copped for it yesterday, he was being crap, I had every right to shout at him (he stood watching me trying to drain potatoes and stir sauce at the same time without even attempting to think a bit of help at that point would be good.)but he got more than the usual shouting at because instead of "ohh sorry I wasnt thinking" the first words out of his mouth were "well I didnt know!" Full scale domestic right before dinner, lovely.
Anyway, just about made it up by bedtime, but I just couldnt sleep. ( No it wasnt a guilty conscience for yelling at a moron who deserved yelling at.) I tried to go to bed but after 30 mins of PURE wide awake I got up, tried again on the sofa later, same thing. Spent the night pootling. Went to bed about 7.45 after work had rung to ask me to go in, I explained I was unsafe to be in charge of seeing the kids were safe, I was literally wobbling from exhaustion but I would cover the rest of the time until the hols. Slept from about 9.00 until 2pm then got up and went to work.
Rebecca was good for me while I slept (I hope)she was just a teenager and watched a load of junk American Tv all day,lol. wont kill her for once.
Mummy is coming to see me tomorrow so I made her a coffee cake, made us one too. yum.
I need some shopping tho, the only veg I have in the house is a tin of sweetcoarn!!! highly unusual for me,lol.
right, off to eat a scrummy salad with a ww lasagne. not my ideal choice of salad accompniament but see above bit re shopping required, lol.
hopefully I can sleep tonight, need to go work in the morning and cant fall asleep after it cos of mum coming.